far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think

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A woman stands praying and weeping in the presence of God. Her name is Hannah. She has a husband, but no children. Her husband’s other wife has children and mocks Hannah for her childlessness, for her barrenness. And Hannah, overwhelmed by longing for her own child and grief over her empty womb, seeks the presence [...]

Suffering is not a competitive sport

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My suffering in singleness was an invitation to find my treasure in Christ. My suffering was valuable, not as an end, but as a means to usher me into a deeper love relationship with my Lord. Suffering, both then and now, reminds me that this life is not where my ultimate happiness and purpose are found.

But sometimes I get things all backwards.

times when we don’t know

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I was standing at the sink washing up the dishes when I heard my husband’s car pull up. It was 11 am and my heart dropped down to my toes. There had been rumors. The aircraft company he worked for had lost contracts. A lot of contracts! The economy was bad everywhere, and it was [...]

Faith Forgotten and Borders Crossed

Faith-Forgotten

It happened sometime between daring being a dream and daring coming true…

I went to Costa Rica last summer. It was my first mission trip, my first international mission trip, my first flight, and my first international flight.

The Weeping Bench

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I leave the conversation because my heart is breaking. My face is burning and pulsing, clear signals that my blood pressure is high. I am past the emotion of crying and have been catapulted into the screaming dimension. The hysterical screaming dimension. I turn away and climb sixteen steps. Enter the door on the right. [...]

Dragon-Slaying and Realm-Readying

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What if there’s some things God wants to do with you—only you—so he’s keeping Prince C. off slaying a dragon somewhere for a while longer? -Are You Ready for Prince Charming? I’ve been thinking about this line of mine in the months since I wrote it. I’ve been wondering just what it is God wants [...]

A dream I dreamed

He never takes away, except to give us something better.

I dreamed a little dream one day.  Breathed it out into words and wrapped it up into the corner of my heart. It felt safe there, secured by the knowledge that no one but me knew that it had been dreamed. Years slipped by. The dream nestled in my heart stayed warm and hopeful. Sometimes [...]

laughing at the future

She laughs at the time to come...

We’ve all heard it said, “The couple that laughs together, stays together” and I couldn’t agree more. Laughter isn’t the only necessary ingredient for a happy marriage, but it certainly bonds people. Haven’t you ever had a funny episode in public and wound up laughing with strangers? Chuckling over a leaky milk carton or some [...]

Financial Security

God's Plan

Every extra penny went into a savings account. Budgets. Moderation. I watched Dave Ramsey and spoke with the utmost knowledge about money, investments and wastefulness. I sighed and shook my head at people who misused credit cards. I felt sorry for those who had never learned the proper way to handle money or to embrace [...]

The Silence of God

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Does God speak to us in modern times? Some Christians say yes; some say no. Some feel that He guides us indirectly through the Bible, counsel from wise people, a feeling of peace in our hearts, plus our circumstances and our God-given common sense. Since I graduated from homeschool, my life verse has been Proverbs [...]